I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound.

You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say,

That it's too late to apologize
It's too late
I said it's too late to apologize
It's too late.

` am so not fated with chen yi. the moment i on the radio, the DJ say "just now that song is sang by Chen Yi. his album willl be out in the april." go and die lah. i nv hear the song leh. me going to bang wall liaos! sad.

today sch was so fun lah. yici was talking abt SUPER BAND! and he made me so hyper. yeah!! I LOVE LUCIFY. its a pity that i dint go for the BIG JAM. we were looking through the photos of superband and i finally chop chop comfirm that this guy look like someone.

here's the pic;

alright, this group is called jade.. and notice the blank guy wearing singlet and a white hat. look like mou mou 115 right? haha. we were laughing like mad during FNN.


happy for yong meng. somebody opened a fc for him liaos. [that somebody not from brd de. i think] and he is so famous in the forum. everybody kan hao ta. haha. and thank goodness he got into top 8 after the first recording. his singing sucks lah. but maybe his group all the people's singing suck! haha =X good luck to him!



Nings`56

` finally i know what that somebody is up to now. somebody has been coming to my blog soooo often to "see/kop" somethings. i went to his blog and finally found out. dont think i dont know who has been coming to my blog. i have been keeping track k. i see the way you write in your entry with the same codes i use. is so obvious that you have been coming to my blog. [and is often!] cant believe you did such things. and last but not least, how dare you take the links of my friends and put in your blog??!! you can go find yourself right? or be friends with them right? use your mouth and ask them k. dont sit there, just by clicking and you get what you want. go and die lah!


today i did nothing. now am chionging my homework. and i'll be changing my blogskin soon. when i find time to finish my poster. LOLs.

waiting for you to online.

we are like complete strangers now. no topics to talk about.


* i put on a smile everyday, to hide my pain....


2 more days..... I WILL MISS YOU!

Nings`56

` sch was fine as usual. but somebody is starting to be so good to me. helping me to collect worksheets and talking to me lah. and the other somebody also talked to me today. [talked alot compared to last time.] then we have loads of homework lor. sians. english again. then last period was "Broadrick Idol". the whole event dragged on to around 1.30pm? then everyone went home. our sch chinese guys cant sing one you know. all so lousy. spoil 183 club and huang yida's songs. gonna curse all of you.


after sch meet my sis at the library. borrowed a book for reading period and she borrowed hers and we went parkway. my first step into parkway and i saw people whom i dont wanna see. saw them and just walk away lor. went to makan walk a while jiu went home liaos.


what a depression day for me again.

4 more days.... i will miss you!!!

Nings rocks!

` depression again. sian. why must this happen to me??

today got back my maths test.. and guess what? i FAILed the test. and is damn badly done with a single digit. =((( expected... and i FAILed my overall.. need to work hard for the coming test liao!! sighs. after sch went to makan with jacqueline they all.. then went home. discussed alot alot of things lah. on geog and etc. because mrs tan today suddenly stepped into our class. and everyone was shocked. she and miss chuang taking turns to teach us. i bet miss chuang's having a hard time there after some time. [because now not cook yet.] still ok lah. can understand mrs tan. but still need time to adjust and adapt.

5 more days and renfu wont be appearing on wanyu for four and a half months.. =(( sian. no motivation liaos. but lucky he still got his blog to accompany me. yesterday watched wanyu and they showed the 5566 concert "behind the screen" scene and until the last part when they played the song "wo nan guo", i cant control my tears and it just rolled out from my eyes. very touching lah. and i suddenly think of the hardwork of their's and mine. sighs. how time flies. 4 to 5 years with them liaos. not very long and not very short. all the happy times and tiring times. i cant forget them all.
may 5566 success in all parts of the world in the years to come. =)

today's wanyu i also cried lah. [how lame can i be?] it was renfu's part. the "gao bie" vcr of his. wah lau lor. cried for 2 days. sighs. i definitely will miss him. jia you ba!!!

tml assembly got "braodrick idol". am soooo looking forward to. wish everyone all the best. jiayou oh casta!! must win leh. ah mei rocks!

to jacque, wally, rafi; THANKS!

to you should know who you are; you suck, you suck, you suck. after some thinking and ttm-ing. i realised something. i realised that you have done soooo many things behind my back. last time, to me, all your doings were what i think was helping and encouraging me. but now, i think they were meant to put me up in a trap. FAKER! [there are so many fakers around me...]

checked my stats counter and found out that there are so many ppl out there who read my blog secretly. i know who all of you all are lah. just read lor. i will put everything up here as usual. nothing is gonna change my life.


Nings`5.6

` With Adriano out of the competition, i feel sad lah. his case was like derrick's. revived and eliminated after the third round. and geraldine was like kelly's case. revived and made it into the finals and going to became the female champion [which i doubt]. sad sad sad. r****** sucks!!!!


today maths test on coordinates geometry. With my carelessness, stupidity and miss lee’s words I think am gonna/will fail the test BADLY. Sighs. Its ok. Coordinate geometry isn’t my cup of tea. =(( trying my best to improve on it.


thanks rafi for telling me what my ordeal is. what you said are ture. and it has already happened. i cant do anything to avoid it. what has happened has happened. and thanks for sharing the same feeling as i am.


i cant do anything now. since nobody cares, i also dont care much abt it liao. you forced me to do it.


and because of you, i sucked!!!


to the wang en fu yi person; i hope you know who you are. i regretted helping you the last time. i dont think you deserve my help. and thanks to my kpo-ness, i actually helped you. i truly regretted.


to the bloody bitch there; the moment i see you now, i feel so disgusted. i feel like vomitting. many ppl hate you. i hope you know. stop having the thoughts that you are so welcomed by so many people. stop sheding crocodile tears. you are so fake. FAKER! i know you tried to talk to me to make things worst. you want to spread the story to other ppl and say i sucked! [i know i sucked] thanks for your kindess. i dont need your help to let the whole world know that i sucked. get out of my sight!

it is really my ordeal, i cant escape.
Nings`56

WHY ADRIANO OUT!??????

` hohoho!!! BRYAN WON!!!! never waste my precious votes sia. me and wally have been voting so hard for bryan lor. our hard work not wasted leh!! he finally won. hahahah...


just checked renfu's blog. he finally posted. so zibi one lor. last night 3am++ he posted. he said he very tired. tired then go slp lah. i mean after the concert i also will feel tired de mah.. even though am not the one performing...so why cant he just go and slp?? post for what. hahaha. but got alot of ppl leave comments leh. 300++ comments!! i load the page for a long time because ppl keep leaving comments and keep refreshing. read some of the comments about the concert and feel like crying AGAIN. am so proud of my idol!!! their hardwork has won many support!!! LOLs. shall check again tml.


one week holiday gone. time flies!!! so fast eh.. tml is a new term will new knowledge to be absorb into my brain. and mid year leh. hope i can take it bah. because its gonna be very stress again!!!!


I MISS 5566!!!!!
Nings`56

` just checked renfu's blog and found out that he blogged. he so funny and cute lah. he wanted to say that he changed his blog link because of an typo by himself. HAHA. you all can check his blog liaos. he will be posting from tml onwards? he say after the 318 concert mah. so i shall check again tml. read some of the comments/tags in his tagboard. i feel like crying. and i got the feeling that the concert was GREAT! everyone said they got very touched by 5566's hardwork. and the concert was so full of surprises. [am so jealous now!! how i wish i could go!!] some of the fans cried lah. because they were so so so so so so so so touched and because 5566 going china liaos. they invited ppl from fu feng and other jia zu's fans to sing shou huo. and that girl from fu feng got to take zi pai photo with RENFU!!! i also want!!! and the last part when 5566 sang boyfriend[when renfu's part] the jing tuo kept on take ji qin. so many times until she become paiseh and lower her head. got ppl say she cried lah. haha. its the last time the 4 of them will be together.. i wish i could see them. jia jia say they coming again for concert. but i dont believe lor. nvm. shall wait and see.


just found a song which can described how i feel now. i cant post it up. sighs. this song is sang by Chen Yi!!! surprised eh? haha. this is called sha gua. pay attention to the lyrcis. if you call must see the words, then click on the mv preview k. here's the link;

http://stars.udn.com/udnstars/Download/DLIndex2.do?starID=TW06262&contType=9#


hope you all enjoy and know how i feel now. HAHA.


MISSING 5566 NOW!!!!!!

Nings`56

` hoho. i feel so happy for 5566 now. finally today is their concert le. 318!!! haha. i was so high that i keep on tagging renfu's blog. haha. i think their concert going to finish le bah. now should be renfu's part. ya zhuo feng. haha. taiwan's concert better than ours lor. but nvm, can buy their DVD. haha. wish them good luck bah!!! how i wish i could go......


yesterday went PS with sis after my fnn lesson. fnn is killing me. have been typing and typing this whole week. because i was doing my coursework. LOLs. finally finished until my research. if not mrs chen's gonna call me everyday. phew! went PS to shop shop. bought a bag. then we decided to go bugis. then we saw TAN YAN!! haha. my sis spotted her. she's still as cool. tml can see her liaos!!!


so fast hor, tml is grand finals for staridol liaos. last dec i was chasing ben. so fast around half year liaos. thinking back, because of staridol i made many friends!! i feel abit nervous for bryan. if he dont win, i will flood mediacorp's forum again. and complain to mcs. sighs. tml he must jia you k!!! yeah!! can see benben tml. yeah!!!!!!!


i hate doing geog project. because there is this person whom belonged to our group... can ask her go and die??! we all persuaded mrs chen to let us use the comp lab and she even allowed this person whom dont belong to fnn to join us in our project. and this person, so HELPFUL hor. went to other people's group to help out. then our group only left four people. i know four people can finish everything lah. but why cant she stay at our side and help us? more hands finish faster right? she better present our project. if not i will kill her. AP!



MISSING 5566 NOW!!!

Nings`56

` seriously. am so free until i can blog so many times in a day. haha. i was laughing like crazy after i saw darryl logged in with his police force uniform pic. omg. he looked damn different lor. where is the darryl whom i used to support?? {i still support him now. =)} haha. he looked so ah pek! =P haha.

next topic is....


my guesses were right. he was not in singapore for a period of time. he went taiwan!!! [how i wish i could go.] and today am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo lucky to see him online after one month?? haha. we crapped alot lah. Angeline looking for a female model to be her ginuea pig. she's gonna cut that ginuea pig's hair under the supervision of her brother. so this is the most interesting part of our conversation. but before that we were talking about other stuffs lah. here it goes;

he asked me want to try anot, then i say "i dont wanna risk my life". LOLs. [abit over.]

then he replied, "wont risk your life one." [so funny and cute!]

i say, "angeline can cut your hair what. why must find female one?"

he say, "she has been middling with my hair for so long, she wants to try on a female one."

i say, "she can try on your mom or jo's hair mah. LOLs" [sounds so ridiculous. haha.]

he say, "can help me ask yiwen they all? its a low budget make over leh. you all try lah."

i was like huh? low budget make over? later she cut until wo bu neng jian ren then how? LOLs. so i helped him by smsing yiwen. [because yiwen needs a haircut badly?] but so sadly yiwen dont want. too bad lor. i told him. he so sad!! haha. i bet nobody dares to let angeline an unskilled hair-stylist cut bah.

then my damn internet connection kenna cut off. when i come back he also offline le. maybe he needs to work bah. because he told me he still in salon. LOLs. enjoyed talking to him. although he reply damn slow and his answers so weird one. feel so happy now!!

small things like this does make me happy!! am so easily contented.


Nings`0.6

` so am gonna say...



its the end of it. *pops! opens champagne and celebrate!!!!!!!!!!!! *




` yesterday's css was a disaster!! everyone did quite badly. first, i cried when geraldine dint do well for her song. and cried again when adriano dint do well too. i was so upset that i dint have my dinner. and i couldnt concentrate on what i was doing. until the results show. i thought dean and adriano will be eliminated. but sadly, it was yuyang and khim. i feel sad for khim. because she sang very well. C**** and R****** should be eliminated lah. dont tell me mediacorp want to keep them until the finals. when the 2 will not only be competing on the talents but MONEY! Money is what mediacorp wants. so maybe she will keep the both of them until the finals. LOLs

Maths and chem practical was so fun. but am abit slow for chem practical. and maths. vectors is driving me crazy. and i passed my horrible maths test. thanks to miss lee who did not count the marks for the first two pages. if not i will fail badly. went parliament house after that. was so damn fun lah. everything looked sooooooo cool. it was posh-y and grand. LOLs. went makan after the trip. sighs. tired.

thank goodness that ADRIANO and GERALDINE got in!

its not my business only. dont say until it doesnt concern you.


not there anymore;
Nings`0.6

` i just changed my skin! and am so proud of it. is chen yi that you are seeing. dont worry. he's still as handsome after i did some distortion to him. LOLs. love him sia!! just found out what is the ji yan mentioned in his blog. my mom told me. she was talking on the phone and i heard this word from her. i persuaded her to tell me. she said is something that is hard like dead skin that is growing on your foot/feet. and it is damn painful. no medicine or cream can cure it. must put on "plaster" everytime. because it is so pain that you will be unable to walk properly. and i cant believe chen yi was jumping around with his ji yan. LOLs. it must be damn painful!!! ARHHHHHHHHHH. hope he is well after his ji yan 'burst'. must take care. gonna leave him a message. LOLs.


Nings`0.6

` today watched the "hua zhong xu chong" ban jiang dian li. and renfu actually talked to xiao zhu. what an unusual scene. LOLs. then proceeded to watch "xue tian shi" i cried again when watching. i know am lame. what to do? sighs.

holidays are here. but i have to go back to school like almost everyday? not a hoilday for me. =(((( its so sad. actually there is something to cheer me up. but in the end, everybody cant go. how coincidentally it can be. how do coincident happen? can it be all make up?

example; the master mind tells his/her friends to excuse themselves for a certain trip to somewhere. so his/her friends told a lie to the other friend who planned the trip. the friend who is so innocent, thought they really have something on.. so he/she believes that it is so coincidentally that all cant come.

is this considered as coincidence when the person dont even know what is happening? or maybe that person know. and he/she is trying to act blur. as he/she know what is going on.
end of this topic.

sighs. i was wondering if they are not going because of me? if thats really the reason, then am sorry wallace. and if thats really the reason, am sure of whats going on liaos. and i know what it means and i wont be bothered by them anymore. so wait until school reopens. if it continues then, there goes my last decision..

Nings`0.6

` back to something serious. pls read the previous entry for entertainment first before you read this entry. this entry is pretty serious. give you some time to read the previous entry before i proceed.


















finish le huh? kk.. shall start.

eh, i dont know how to start lah. so..
actually. i have reflected the stuffs that i have done for this term. so many things that am unable to name them all. happy ones and sad ones. i tried to keep the sad/bad ones in my heart, but it doesnt seen to work. i want to make everyone happy. but it doesnt seem so. many of you may not know what i have been going through. stress and pressure with sch work. and many more. all these leads to the depression problem that i have been saying since last year? or beginning of this year. but the most important thing i wanna say is like what chen yi has said, {pls change your encoding to read chinese. }

"平時脾氣很好的人請你不要因為他脾氣好而一直欺負他因為 當他有一天 受不了 理智線斷裂 跟 我的雞眼 一樣爆發時是非常恐怖的..絕對會讓你 有生難忘" {miss lee also said this to yici before. when yici provoke gerald. LOLs}

so everyone get it? this sentence can be applied to certain things. the day will sooon, indeed sooner than i have expected, arrive when i cant take it anymore. i will just blow up and thats the end of it. THE END OF EVERYTHING.

since no one is interested already. so my final conclusion is to give up. there certainly will be changes to my life. [there certainly wont be any difference in other ppl's life.] but i still dont care. because nobody is caring. no one is keen. nobody is making the effort. so why should i bother so much? might as well put my effort and energy into my studies. i think i will benefit more. this thing is not coming to an end. maybe one fine day, when i really cant take it. everything will end. and i'll make sure that every one regrets.

and, its not good to interfer with ppl's affair. if you once helped him/her, he/she may not help you when you need help. this kind of ppl is called wang en fu yi. this incident happened to me. and it is recent. i learnt from my mistake. dont ever interfer with ppl's affair if it doesnt concern you. dont kpo go help. because the person you have helped will not repay you the next time.

lastly, people do change under one's influence. a very good example. M&E corp.


woooo.. a very long entry. i cried when typing some parts. because i was listening to 2moro's qian zhe ni and "jacqueline's" tian hui.

am still considering. give up or not. someone pls talk to me.

i love old stuffs;
Nings`0.6

here's the autograph. enjoy everyone. dont kop k! slap you all the bin. dont be jealous too. =P!


the autograph on a green coloured paper! look carefully at the name. "to: ningS" leh. first one to put my name as nings de. by the way, i dont know why he signed on both sides of the paper. one side got my name one side dont have. he's so cute.

hahahaha;
Nings`0.6

` hahahahahahaha. nothing can describe my happiness right now. k.. gonna elaborate.

warning; by the time you all finish reading, you all will feel damn pissed by me.. so.. if you all cant take it, pls dont read.

saddened by the fact that yiyuan was eliminated yesterday. hope he is well and hope adriano can do his best for his next round.

F&N is killing me day after day. practical today. and it dragged until 3pm then everyone finish. first. i was supposed to bake my flan. so everyone who was supposed to bake the flan base did as followed. but, we added in the wrong amount of sugar. so everyone was frustrated liaos. spend so much time mixing and kneading. in the end, all wrong. we threw away our dough and "remake" a new one. reluctantly, we mixed everything again. washing our hands again and again. getting scoldings from mrs chen again and again. suffering from the heat that is inside the kitchen. finally, everyone finished making the base. put it into the oven.

next, was the filling. butter, sugar and cornflour all added to a saucepan to let it boil. extracted lemon juice. added lemon juice into the mixture. stir to a boil. then pour the mixture to the flan base. i was perspiring like crazy le. the heat was unbearable. i started to feel abit pek cek. the last part was to whisk the egg white into white foam. scoop the foam onto the flan and bake it. baked until the foam turns abit golden brown.

while waiting, i started washing up. its so tough to wash up all the utensils. with so much oil and flour sticking onto everything. finally it was time to take out the flan. it turned out good. golden brown and everything. mrs chen cut up mine first. and the filling flowed out. she tried. and she say it was just nice. i tried too. in fact the whole class was dipping their fingers into mine. it was sour-ish and sweet. it was just nice. i like the taste. BECAUSE IT IS SOUR.

brought my flan back to my working table. cut it and divided it. some for jacque and some for myself. i took a less portion. i gave jacque more. *i haven even tried my pie yet.* we were supposed to go to the hall. so we packed up eveything very fast and left. when reached the hall, yiwen asked for my container. pass it to her and i said "dont finish everything hor." and i went to sit down. {pls note that, i haven even tasted my flan yet. i only tasted the filling.} after the movie, i happily went to them and get back my container. i thought they will be "kind" enough to save some for me. but sadly, they pass to me a "almost emptied" container {pls stop awhile and think about it. how will you feel if ppl gave you their "left overs"??}












i took my container and left the hall. went to the bus stop and waited for a bus with wally, wan tat, selina, wardah, jessica and everyone else. i was pissed by what they have done to me. taking amanda as an example, amanda, imgaine. you are very hungry. and your mom went downstairs to buy you "mi fen soup". when she brought it back, you say you need to bath. your brother asked you if he can take a bite of the "mi fen soup". you agreed and went to bath. happily after you bath you want to eat your favourite "mi fen soup" right? but in the end, your brother left you all the tau-gays and a few strands of the mi fen. how would you feel? now imagine am the one how would i feel?

back to the topic. i worked so hard to bake my flan. washing all the equipment until my hands are peeling. getting scolded by mrs chen. dying from the heat in the kitchen. i managed to bake a flan. all by myself. without anybody's help. am so satisfied with my work until i cant bear to eat it. i shared with my friends. but in the end, when i "thought" i could to eat it. it was all gone. all my hard work wasted. nobody cared to keep even a slice of the base for me.. no one bothered. no one cared. am the one who provides all the food. and in the end, what did i get? all the left overs by all of you. all the saliva that is left in the container.

ya, you all will say that you all left some for me. but what isit? the egg white foam?? or the filling that was dripped out from my flan. i mentioned every single step of the process baking my flan is to tell everyone that is not easy to bake a cake or anything else. time and patience is needed. when the end-product turns out nice am glad. but the fact is. i haven even tried a single slice of the pie you all tell me how am i suppose to write my evaluation? you all think that f&n practical is so easy? just be cooking, baking and eating we can pass? we need to taste our product and write and essay out. you all think is easy? it is easy when you have tired your own product. how the hell am i supposed to make up a story when i haven even tried my product.

PEOPLE, PLEASE TELL ME HOW TO WRITE MY EVALUATION?

If you are not guilty, need not to avoid me.

to hsi hong; its no use apologising. what is done is done. but i want you to rememebr that what you have eaten is all my hard work and effort. pls stand in my shoes and think. will you feel happy if i finished all your food without you having tried it?

Nings`0.6

reminder::: friends of mine; read this entry and forget abt it. dont ask me anything abt it. i dont wish to say anymore. let the pain carry on....













` the sadness in me is building up more and more everyday. each time i see somethings, i feel sad. 75% is jealousy bah. the rest is just part of depression and sadness. i just dont know why. i shant be thinking too much now. i need to concentrade on my studies. but i really need someone to cheer me up. who will be the one? am still wondering who izzit. maybe there wont be this person who will be so kind and understanding enough to enlighten me. maybe that someone is just someone in my dreams. someone who doesnt exist.

am writing all these in my blog because i really cant stand it anymore and there is no one i can confide to. this is my blog. thats what i feel. if you feel disgusted after reading. then sorry. this place dont welcome you.

thanks slyvia for your encourging words. i feel better now. much much better than last time. you and i are facing the same problems right now. taking O's and still worrying so much. hope we can do well in the time to come. muacks!


love,
Nings`0.6

` went channel 8 roadshow with yiwen, amanda and wally. enjoyed the day lah. because we saw alot of ppl. we were sitting in the food court eating. and then i saw this group of ppl walking pass us. they looked abit "hao lian" and stylo. i asked izzit super band de ppl. then wally say ya. it was G-force lah. amanda was so excited. because BENJAMIN was there but she nv see. we continued eating and chatting. they walked passed us again. we decided to stalk them lah. turned out to be an event lor. we nv see them perform then went back liaos.

waited for one hour for the event to start. saw jie jie waved and we nv talked. there wasnt many ppl lor. first was chou chu ming and jeff. i wasnt interested lor. next was the programme host by kim and pat. the show was called "never say die". for those who dint make it into superstar, staridol, superhost and singapore idol. i wasnt much interested until someone told me got yong meng. i screamed and shouted lor. so over. he is still as cute and more shuai now.
to jess; hsi hong say wanna open a FC for him.. you in charge k!

then after that was staridol lah. but sadly, chengxi and bryan still at bintan. so they dint come. but lucky got jacqueline lor. if dont have, whats the point of us going there. lilian, leann and lincoln sang superstar.. lincoln was so high until he changed "superstar" to "staridol". he is so zi high can. then jacque and alicia sang another SHE song. i forgot the title le. then it was the end of staridol's part. most of the ppl left.

the cast of xin shan shan was next. sebes very cute lor. and the new artress, dawn. very chio. after that was huang bi ren. but we left le. walk walk around. and we did the stupid method of scrissors, paper, stone to decide where to go. in the end we went singapore post. but amanda went home le. haha. ate at singapore post. then we gossip alot. then we went home. was indeed a tiring day. but see jacque i happy le.

will post the photos soon.

i still feel depressed after that incident. i felt so left out. so extra. why you never reply me??!! perhaps you are not there anymore. how i know? you also never inform me. *lame me!*


Nings`0.6

` haha. here to show off some of chen yi's photo. i finally learn how to capture pictures from MVs le!! haha. but my photoshop's skills still sucks lah. nobody wanna teach me mah. anyhow learn a few skills lor. haha. someone be kind to teach me?!

pictures are captured by me; pls credit if you take.


wo shi zi lian kuang!!!


so cute eh. =D


sleeping hunk?!! LOLs.

continuing tml. LOLs. stay tuned!

Nings`0.6

` school was as usual. stayed back after school for physics practical. was quite fun lah. i pitied jacqueline and wardah. because they sat with.... yup. and i feel very awkward having to take bus with Ellialyn alone. sighs. forget it. shant mention. went parkway to meet yiwen, pearlyn and amanda. shopped around. bought my fav old chang kee and bubble tea and went home alone.

just noticed that i haven take my nap and have been sitting in front of the computer from 4.30 till now. haha. was capturing chen yi's photo from his mv. and have been making my new blogskin which i think it is not very nice. sighs. gonna improve on it. have lotsa homework this week!!! sighs. tml bring some go marina and do. LOLS. tml can see staridol top 8 liaos. so high now.

later then i upload chen yi's photo.. 10pm liaos. watch wan yu!!! yeah!!


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` am so HAPPY now!!! super HAPPY!! am GAY!! haha. firstly, when watching meng. pin tu, I FALL IN LOVE with AJ! haha. JUN YANG!! JUN YANG!! HONG JUN YANG!! so shuai can.

secondly, SOMEONE IS HELPING ME TO GET ADRIANO'S AUTOGRAPH!!!! haha. thats so kind of her sia. but i went overboard by asking for his msn and asking him to get all the contestant's autpgraph! am so over. but getting Adriano's autograph is good enough for my birthday present liao. if got geraldine better lor. shant ask for more le. am so greedy! =( haha.

such small little acts does cheers me up. am so easily contented. and am so easily hurted. sighs.

*when will you reply me? when will i see you again? when will you come online again?


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` what can i say? nothing much. finally mrs rajah returned our history test liaos. i passed! so happy. but question 2 she haven return because there was this evacuation exercise. it was sho lame lor. strolled down to the field. and the sun is terrible. the weather has changed. =(( when returned to class left with 5 mintues only. and mrs rajah dint come back. hais. the lessons were as usual. miss lee wrote "oh so neat!!" on mine, selina's and ellialyn's locus worksheet. the whole class laughed when she told them. =D english lessons were getting sooooo boring now. was dozing off. dint really paid attention to her.

finally after school liaos. supposed to meet nixia. cant find her leh. then i went with yiwen, pearlyn. hsi hong and amanda. planned to go makan de. but i went home. shant elaborate more.

can someone teach me how to capture picture from the playing mv? i need help.


forever so lame;
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` 40 more minutes and my birthday ends. how fast the days passed??!! lols. enjoyed my day today. although i dint celebrate it after sch. going to celebrate on saturday and sunday bah. sat can celebrate with top 8 staridols. recevied many many presents and wishes. thanks everyone! am sure to return everyone of you. LOLs. sch was as usual. nth much to say lah.

` SHIT SIA! LEO got in again. hope he gets eliminated next week lor. but no matter what chengxi or bryan must win. if not no point having a staridol who cant act. i finally saw ben going for recordings le. am so high. at least is the last birthday present for me before my birthday passes. LOLS. so high now. star idol got event leh. for top 20. at DXO i think. but i dont know can go anot. is on thursday sia. THURSDAY leh. not friday. sighs. hope i can go and someone can accompany me.

yup! i gave up on waiting for the testimonial liao. since he wont write for me de so i wont wait so long also. if he got the "heart" he will write for me de. so... if he writes he writes. if he doesnt, he doesnt. LOLs

one more thing thats cheers me up! chen yi updated his blog liaos. update on my birthday wor!! am so happy. glad that someone has opened a website for his japan and korea fans. sounds so international hor? lols. it does cheers me up lor.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!!

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Ning-S
- 1st March 1990;


{LOVES}
<3 MAYDAY;
<3 5566;
<3 Zax;
<3 Sleeping;
<3 Eating;
<3 Watching Tv;
<3 Taking neoprints;
<3 Talking on The phone;


{HATES}
Backstabbers;
Liars;
Late-comers;
Fakes;