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I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound.
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say,
That it's too late to apologize
It's too late
I said it's too late to apologize
It's too late.
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
warning; by the time you all finish reading, you all will feel damn pissed by me.. so.. if you all cant take it, pls dont read.saddened by the fact that yiyuan was eliminated yesterday. hope he is well and hope adriano can do his best for his next round. F&N is killing me day after day. practical today. and it dragged until 3pm then everyone finish. first. i was supposed to bake my flan. so everyone who was supposed to bake the flan base did as followed. but, we added in the wrong amount of sugar. so everyone was frustrated liaos. spend so much time mixing and kneading. in the end, all wrong. we threw away our dough and "remake" a new one. reluctantly, we mixed everything again. washing our hands again and again. getting scoldings from mrs chen again and again. suffering from the heat that is inside the kitchen. finally, everyone finished making the base. put it into the oven. next, was the filling. butter, sugar and cornflour all added to a saucepan to let it boil. extracted lemon juice. added lemon juice into the mixture. stir to a boil. then pour the mixture to the flan base. i was perspiring like crazy le. the heat was unbearable. i started to feel abit pek cek. the last part was to whisk the egg white into white foam. scoop the foam onto the flan and bake it. baked until the foam turns abit golden brown. while waiting, i started washing up. its so tough to wash up all the utensils. with so much oil and flour sticking onto everything. finally it was time to take out the flan. it turned out good. golden brown and everything. mrs chen cut up mine first. and the filling flowed out. she tried. and she say it was just nice. i tried too. in fact the whole class was dipping their fingers into mine. it was sour-ish and sweet. it was just nice. i like the taste. BECAUSE IT IS SOUR. brought my flan back to my working table. cut it and divided it. some for jacque and some for myself. i took a less portion. i gave jacque more. *i haven even tried my pie yet.* we were supposed to go to the hall. so we packed up eveything very fast and left. when reached the hall, yiwen asked for my container. pass it to her and i said "dont finish everything hor." and i went to sit down. {pls note that, i haven even tasted my flan yet. i only tasted the filling.} after the movie, i happily went to them and get back my container. i thought they will be "kind" enough to save some for me. but sadly, they pass to me a "almost emptied" container {pls stop awhile and think about it. how will you feel if ppl gave you their "left overs"??}i took my container and left the hall. went to the bus stop and waited for a bus with wally, wan tat, selina, wardah, jessica and everyone else. i was pissed by what they have done to me. taking amanda as an example, amanda, imgaine. you are very hungry. and your mom went downstairs to buy you "mi fen soup". when she brought it back, you say you need to bath. your brother asked you if he can take a bite of the "mi fen soup". you agreed and went to bath. happily after you bath you want to eat your favourite "mi fen soup" right? but in the end, your brother left you all the tau-gays and a few strands of the mi fen. how would you feel? now imagine am the one how would i feel? back to the topic. i worked so hard to bake my flan. washing all the equipment until my hands are peeling. getting scolded by mrs chen. dying from the heat in the kitchen. i managed to bake a flan. all by myself. without anybody's help. am so satisfied with my work until i cant bear to eat it. i shared with my friends. but in the end, when i "thought" i could to eat it. it was all gone. all my hard work wasted. nobody cared to keep even a slice of the base for me.. no one bothered. no one cared. am the one who provides all the food. and in the end, what did i get? all the left overs by all of you. all the saliva that is left in the container. ya, you all will say that you all left some for me. but what isit? the egg white foam?? or the filling that was dripped out from my flan. i mentioned every single step of the process baking my flan is to tell everyone that is not easy to bake a cake or anything else. time and patience is needed. when the end-product turns out nice am glad. but the fact is. i haven even tried a single slice of the pie you all tell me how am i suppose to write my evaluation? you all think that f&n practical is so easy? just be cooking, baking and eating we can pass? we need to taste our product and write and essay out. you all think is easy? it is easy when you have tired your own product. how the hell am i supposed to make up a story when i haven even tried my product.PEOPLE, PLEASE TELL ME HOW TO WRITE MY EVALUATION?If you are not guilty, need not to avoid me. to hsi hong; its no use apologising. what is done is done. but i want you to rememebr that what you have eaten is all my hard work and effort. pls stand in my shoes and think. will you feel happy if i finished all your food without you having tried it?Nings`0.6
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- 1st March 1990;
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<3 MAYDAY;
<3 5566;
<3 Zax;
<3 Sleeping;
<3 Eating;
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<3 Taking neoprints;
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Liars;
Late-comers;
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