I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound.
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say,
That it's too late to apologize
It's too late
I said it's too late to apologize
It's too late.
Friday, March 10, 2006
` back to something serious. pls read the previous entry for entertainment first before you read this entry. this entry is pretty serious. give you some time to read the previous entry before i proceed. finish le huh? kk.. shall start.eh, i dont know how to start lah. so..actually. i have reflected the stuffs that i have done for this term. so many things that am unable to name them all. happy ones and sad ones. i tried to keep the sad/bad ones in my heart, but it doesnt seen to work. i want to make everyone happy. but it doesnt seem so. many of you may not know what i have been going through. stress and pressure with sch work. and many more. all these leads to the depression problem that i have been saying since last year? or beginning of this year. but the most important thing i wanna say is like what chen yi has said, {pls change your encoding to read chinese. }"平時脾氣很好的人請你不要因為他脾氣好而一直欺負他因為 當他有一天 受不了 理智線斷裂 跟 我的雞眼 一樣爆發時是非常恐怖的..絕對會讓你 有生難忘" {miss lee also said this to yici before. when yici provoke gerald. LOLs}so everyone get it? this sentence can be applied to certain things. the day will sooon, indeed sooner than i have expected, arrive when i cant take it anymore. i will just blow up and thats the end of it. THE END OF EVERYTHING. since no one is interested already. so my final conclusion is to give up. there certainly will be changes to my life. [there certainly wont be any difference in other ppl's life.] but i still dont care. because nobody is caring. no one is keen. nobody is making the effort. so why should i bother so much? might as well put my effort and energy into my studies. i think i will benefit more. this thing is not coming to an end. maybe one fine day, when i really cant take it. everything will end. and i'll make sure that every one regrets. and, its not good to interfer with ppl's affair. if you once helped him/her, he/she may not help you when you need help. this kind of ppl is called wang en fu yi. this incident happened to me. and it is recent. i learnt from my mistake. dont ever interfer with ppl's affair if it doesnt concern you. dont kpo go help. because the person you have helped will not repay you the next time. lastly, people do change under one's influence. a very good example. M&E corp.woooo.. a very long entry. i cried when typing some parts. because i was listening to 2moro's qian zhe ni and "jacqueline's" tian hui. am still considering. give up or not. someone pls talk to me. i love old stuffs;Nings`0.6
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- 1st March 1990;
{LOVES}
<3 MAYDAY;
<3 5566;
<3 Zax;
<3 Sleeping;
<3 Eating;
<3 Watching Tv;
<3 Taking neoprints;
<3 Talking on The phone;
{HATES}
Backstabbers;
Liars;
Late-comers;
Fakes;