I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound.

You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say,

That it's too late to apologize
It's too late
I said it's too late to apologize
It's too late.

has been one week since i last blog. i got a lot things to blog about lah. but am abit lazy. hehe. today had my chinese O' level exam. i bloody feel like crying when i boarded the bus going to school. dont know why got the urge to cry. was feeling damn nervous and stress. i think i will do quite badly bah. wont get my A1 liaos. =( B3 also not bad. if get A2 i will kill myself. but also not bad lah. sians.

yesterday went to marina south then see GERALDINE leh. she was with her two sis and her mom. she was damn nice lah. dint went up to talk to her lah. i very paiseh! somemore her mom also there. then alot of ppl also looking at her. she just walk past me lor. she damn chio can!

have been addicted to ai qing mo fa shi. i think it is nicer then wang zi bian qing wa. and am attracted to shao wei liaos. he's damn shuai lor. and.... haha. and one of his lines keep on repeating in my mind.

er qi; wo shi yi ge mei you ming tian de ren.
xiao bei; ni bu hui mei you ming tian, yin wei ni de ming tian hai you wo!!

omg. am so touched. it really a nice drama. although the story line about the same as wang zi bian qing wa. but its really touching lor. shao wei rocks!!


here's a pic of shao wei!! drooling. *picture taken from multiply.

gtg watch ai qing mo fa shi liaos!! blog again tonight! =))

Nings love 5566!

omg. some crazy pics of 5566 during the event.. i can say that these pics very clear. except for 1 or 2 blurish ones. i nv take pic with siyun and li zhen lah.. coz it was bloody warm and got some many flies!! irritated! just received news from jiajia. she say they sang 8 songs for the bwl concert. wth. f lah. i also wanna go!!! lucky you.

pictures of mine are copyrighted.


yum sheng-ing session. LOLs. love renfu's smile. nice! genuine smile! slap them sia. the stupid black board blocked renfu and shaowei's body. f lah.


mengzhe! this is worst man. this pic is damn clear and sharp. but some cb siao char bo suddenly raised up her board and blocked renfu's face. wth. damn clear lor. was a perfect pic.


mengzhe day-dreaming. while renfu is drinking. sollowing his sorrows by drinking dong gua cha. haha. he continues to drink until he becomes.....
















BLOATED! haha.. so cute.


mengzhe and renfu smiles again! renfu biting his lower lip. cute neh!! =)


he smiles again. but he still looked worn out. wish him all the best!


my preorder slip. *autographed!* `grins!!


my 2 bottles of dong gua cah... the desing is damn bad one. they put renfu and xiezhi on the front sides of the bottles. then shaowei and mengzhi at the corner.


the other side of the bottle. shaowei and mengzhe!


so sorry to yun xu and stella. dint help you all take autographs. paiseh.

today early in the morning woke up to get ready for 5566 event. woke up at 5.30am.. but am still late lah. mom dont allow me go out so early. lucky li zhen was there to queue le.. if not i sure die one. took mrt to jurong east. because i was late, i had to take cab alone to IMM. {lazy to walk!} reached there. looked for jia jia. hoping to cut her queue de. but in the end her queue also alot of ppl. so we guai guai go behind and queue lor. not so bad lah because si yun was there to chop for in case.. LOLs. we went 7-11 to buy drinks. and li zhen bought teenage magazine. went back chit chat again. while li zhen was fliping through the magazine. i saw a familiar face. it was HAGEN tan lor. we are laughted like mad women man. the page was on advertising his salon lah. got angeline as his model. and another guy. then it was this familiar tiny pic at the bottom. i then realised it was he dying/cutting hair of silver's. he was wearing blouse {which looked damn weird}.. then i remember silver's msn pic is she and him.. so thats why silver took pic with him..
after some time, si yun's boyfriend bought us curry puffs. i dint eat. coz i scared hot. later will lao sai. LOLs. met new friends. laughed like mad with them. was under the shelter for quite some time.. until around 12+ when everyone proceeded into the queuing area. it was damn warm and sunny lor. open umbrella. and waited until 1.30pm. they finally arrived.

as usual.. ppl were showing off their boards. while those behind kept on screaming, asking them to put down. damn irritating lah. always like that one. the security guard was damn hao xin to let the 3rd section ppl move to the 2nd section. i squeezed in. it made a big difference. it was much closer to stage. they play zhong ji mi ma. and the winner got their autographed poster. the autograph session begins. queue was moving damn fast. when i reach the 1st section, jia jia still there screaming. lucky nv join clara. coz they were quite behind. queue was moving fast. i stick a piece of paper with my name on the slip. hoping they will say my name. renfu was first, then shao wei, followed by xie zhi and meng zhe. all of the damn nice except renfu. he was abit weird lor. much different from his previous appearance. he looked worn out. tired. not as bright as before. i think he is stressing out himself too much le.

i was the last one after lizhen and siyun. then i behind them i nv see renfu or anyone say their names. but until me i was shocked man.

renfu; Hui Ning {kept on nodding his head.}
me; thanks and jia you!
renfu; xie xie ni. {but not so enthu like last time. =(( }

i looked at him blindly. shocked! i wrote my chinese name there. i also scared he dont know how to read.. because my 'ning' very seldom use mah. but maybe he read the english one lor. LOLs. i said thank you and moved on to shao wei. omg!! i did something so xia suay plus diu lian again!! omg. i cant imagine me doing it again. it was damn bu yao lian. regretted!! here it goes.

i was looking at shaowei. and i see him signing. then i thought he will see my name and read it out mah.. but in the end never. then i used my finger to point at the sticker!!! omg can! then he stared at the slip. and brought the slip closer. he looked up smiled and say thank you once more. wah lao! damn diu lian can. i hold up everyone behind. the ppl infront of me all gone liaos. then xiezhi and mengzhe was waiting lor. i smiled and moved on to xiezhi. i looked at him.. and never cared abt my slip. finally he looked up, gave me a big and sincere smile and say xie xie ni. i said jiayou and xie xie. then meng zhe, he not as dao like last time le. he smiled widely.. and say xie xie sincerely. my heart melted. was damn touched. but at the same time, paiseh. haha. but everything happened so fast that i forgot renfu's part. haha.

was very impressed with the autopragh. coz i thought they will sign short form. but nv. they signed in full. shall post the pictures in the next entry.

we went into imm buliding to cool down.. toilet break. went to the carpark where their shutter bus parked. and waited. the autograph session ended at around 3pm. they boarded the bus.. i stand at the curb there. they waved and we waved back. everyone chased after the bus. LOLs. cab back to mrt and back home!! stay tuned for next entry for pics.!

Nings love 5566 lotsa lotsa!

finally! exams are over. which means another doom's day will be here when i see my results. actually expected de lor. i sure wont do well this time. =(

dont feel like talking abt today. it was a damn bad day for me. but lucky THEY made my day. =) had many experiences today. after which, i will not say anymore. i think i will nv ever trust you again..

sighs. i dont know what to do now. saturday got 5566 event. then somebody pang sei me. fine lor. i can always get other friends to go with. then now dont feel like going. then regene ask me go superband event with her. which i think is going to be damn cool. coz they will be performing on the top deck of the bus. sounds so cool man. but they will be driving around orchard. which means we have to chase after it. sounds fun but kuku. now i dont know which event to go. because both sounds damn interesting and fun. but am more towards 5566 side. coz this might be the last time am meeting them. sunday's superband event, i also feel like going. sighs. but regene is right lah. there will be so many superband events during the june holidays. so maybe my choice is 5566!!

gathering at moumou people's house. how i wish i could go. but sad lah.. everything is over le..

alright, this entry am gonna scold out all the vulgarities..

fcuk that SB lah. 19 marks also can get in. ccb leh you all. f f f f f f f f f f f f f f f f f f f f f f f f f. because of you all jing bao out! now lucify also out. wah lao. i see your bloody xia lan faces so fake can. knnb! you all dont feel guilty after kicking out the other bands whom are better than you all? wah lah eh. first time i watch result show until so du lan sia. first time i see one grp never pass the mark and still got in. f you all lah. so what if you all rich. also no talent what. i also dont know in the first place how you all get into this competition one leh. knn! throw all your savings into this competiton lah. even if you all is the final winner i will think that this superband competition is a big joke man! knn!

just now see kuek de face feel like crying sia. i really hope they can get into the top 10!! gonna vote real hard this time. =)

today is really a bad day for me. in sch i also pek cek until nothing to say. see somebody de face feel like giving her/him one slap on her/his face. bloody XL.. if you * her/him then just say lah. no need to wei le ppl do so much de. if he/she * you, i really got nothing to say.. but he/she dont like you leh.. dont zi zuo duo qing can. i pity you sia. wei le yi ge bu xi huan ne de ren, do so much. sian. and you bloody hell stop showing off plus saying you are *. very irritating can. stop acting lah. your acting sucks can. want to go just say. no one will stop you. ming ming want to go one then in the end act lor. want ppl to beg you. you think we so free? f lah.

today's maths paper totally sucked can. i dont know how to do most of the questions. just wish myself all the best. BHB! yesterday celebrated mother's day. shall post the pictures next time.!!

i think i this entry is my most horrible one. full of vulgarities. ppl pls understand. must express myself can.

sighs.. i've got so many things to say now.

LUCIFY and SOUL rocks. kuek, shinya and andy! they are the best man. haha. going crazy over them liaos.. just yesterday's wan yu got CHEN YI leh. the day before one also have. he simply rocks lor. hope he comes sg now. before my prelims and O'level. but dont think am chasing bah. maybe, i should ask yun xun. =) i damn lame can. that time say 5566 coming this month i dont want to chase, but after receiving the news that they holding autograph session for the concert dvd preorder i wanna go again. sian one. but renfu coming leh! haha. of course must go lor. but finding ppl to go with me now. lalala..


shit! the pink paper box which is on my table. i dare not open it lor. its like collecting dust there. everyday i sit there and stare at the box while studying. i think if i open, i will regret again. maybe, i will just pour out bah. even though i know whats inside. but i still cant take up the encourage to open me. ya. am humji! whatever.

sians. am so worried for midyear now. although i think i will fail most subjects. blame myself for not studying hard enough bah. gonna work extra hard liaos.

i guess my decision is right this time. i should have given up long long time ago. read readers' digest and saw the toughest question being answered. wah lao lor. one of them must be specially for me de. LOLs. ppl go read k!


its surprising how time changes everything in a year. everything has changed. i have also changed. ppl around me too. what a fast changing world this is. some ppl have been forgotten. i apologise for forgetting you all. soon, time will make me remember all of you all again. =)

i still got lotsa things to say lor. shall continue to blog next time. ciaos~

haha. finally can blog after 12 days.

exams! i hate exams. its so tiring and brain consuming. i almost died during social studies paper. i nearly puke! next week still got 3 more papers. and i dont think i will do really well for this mid year. most probably i will fail my english, combined sci and combined humanties. whatever. this is mid year. its meant to be a stepping stone to prelims and O'level. so if i fail, i will really mug hard! yay! so many things happened during this 12 days. but..am not going to blog it out. its gonna be damn long story.

had a great day today. went for party~! went seoul garden with evon, mel, wally, rafi and egg tart. LOLs. had fun ya! ate alot. i mean lotsa seafood. i god damn eat lotsa prawns! thanks egg tart for peeling the shells for me. evon ate lotsa prawns too. and wally, siee hum, prawns and mussels. its like seafood party lor. siee hum + chicken = humji! haha. funny. and that hindu thingy. mel puked out her spahetti. all of us laughed like mad!!!! and its so paiseh. and maloo. walked around tm to digest our food and to look for birthday presents for friends. sian. so many ppl birthday in MAY! gonna be bankrupt again! saw this voodoo doll thingy at mini toons. it looks damn scary. but cute too. maybe i should buy one!

got one thing to comment again. SUPERBAND! omg. its going crazy now. jing bao was eliminated. wtf can. jing bao rocks lor. curse that bloody summer thingy. =X and i fell in love will andy, kuek and shinya. haha. LUCIFY + SOUL rocks!!! yeah. haha.

will be changing my blog link soon. and of course, the skin! gonna touch my long time no see adobe photoshop!!

thanks nic for the encouragements.

omg! was dragged out of the bed by ah kor's sms. slap you lah. ppl last night slept at 3am leh!! ling chen san dian zhong. LOLs. the moment i saw his sms, i freaked out can. wth. last minute ask me go out. very fun ar? i replied..

me; i very tired leh. you ask other ppl lah.

korkor; dont want lah. i want you to accompany me.

me; go where??

korkor; bugis and then orchard.

me; huh? how long? i very tired.. 3 hours can?

korkor; chop chop set lah. faster k. meet at the bugis bus stop.

me; hao lah. since last night you pei wo.

dressed up. and rushed to bugis. because he say very urgent. i reached there, he also haven reached. wah lao eh wasted my time sia. waited for around 30 mins? stand there like gong gong like that. then he bring me go arcade. he say i very sad these few days. wanna cheer me up. then after a while, lynn came too. we played like crazy lor. then we head to orchard. i thought kor got something damn important to do there, but not lor. ask me and lynn to help him choose his shirt. wth again. after chosing went for lunch cum high tea. then i rush home to study and watch SUPERBAND!!!

superband simple rocks!! LUCIFY and SOUL rocks my world. they're the best man!! hope they can get into the next round. yeah!!

tired but enjoyable day!

thanks lyn and kor!

an an an lian wo!!!

Ning-S
- 1st March 1990;


{LOVES}
<3 MAYDAY;
<3 5566;
<3 Zax;
<3 Sleeping;
<3 Eating;
<3 Watching Tv;
<3 Taking neoprints;
<3 Talking on The phone;


{HATES}
Backstabbers;
Liars;
Late-comers;
Fakes;