I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound.
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say,
That it's too late to apologize
It's too late
I said it's too late to apologize
It's too late.
Friday, August 11, 2006
*edited* i realised i should not have said those things.. like ppl boycotting me. i should not have got influenced by what people say. i should be happy for what i get. and they will just shut up for some time. thats why i edited some parts. am happy. there is still someone to share it with me. although no matter how i react to it. people will still comment on it. then what should i do?
people will say this and that no matter what my reaction was. if i were happy and go screaming all the way, they will possibly be saying that "so what lor. so proud."
if i were unhappy people will also be saying "fake lah, she so act de.. so hao lian."
apparently, i dont feel anything but happiness. because, i got what i should get. i got rewarded for working hard. getting an A1 doesnt not makes me lose friends, but makes friendship stronger. after getting the results, i got to see the truth self of everyone. people do get jealous. and they get angry with you for some reason. those people are those who nv grow up. its not just hard work that earn you an A1. sometimes, you need luck. and also it depends on the things you have done to people before. if you are zek ak, there will be retributions. so think abt things you have done before. what comes around goes anound.
so now, after crying and crying for hours and hours... i have decided to be happy. and not get influenced by what people say. if you are an exception, people tend to look/ take your words at a different angle. which means they think you are looking down at them. or simply being boastful. after this incident, i have learnt to be stronger. i have grown too. what doesnt kill you makes you stronger.. as what Justis said. to mmp; mind what you said. maybe am wrong to have trusted you so much after so long. now, am pondering through the words you have said. think abt the consequences. and stop making use of me to get whatever you want. dump me aside when you dont need me. am i right? am so stupid to have be helping you for so long. PUI~!
I LOVE YOU 11:35 PM
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- 1st March 1990;
{LOVES}
<3 MAYDAY;
<3 5566;
<3 Zax;
<3 Sleeping;
<3 Eating;
<3 Watching Tv;
<3 Taking neoprints;
<3 Talking on The phone;
{HATES}
Backstabbers;
Liars;
Late-comers;
Fakes;