Saturday, November 18, 2006
` sorry all my blog fans for not blogging for one whole month!!! sorry for the long promised photos. i was super lazy to put it up. will try to put it up one by one after each post. LOLS. back to my rantings which i have kept within me for one month.
well, exams. last paper next week. i shall not comment on any of the papers. because i was super duper depressed/ disappointed for this exam. of course, i am prepared to retake any of the papers. some people might say the score for O levels will be much much better than prelims, which i doubt it will happen to me. this time, my O levels will do quite badly as compared to prelims. whatever it is, i have work hard. if God doesnt want me to do well, i will accept the reality and face the challenge again.
during this period of time, i have faced many obstacles. so many challanges.. i finally feel the stress that everyone is facing. i have to admit that i'm surely not prepared for that. i broke down many times. i was not able to find the direction which i was heading for. i was lost. in the middle of nowhere, in the dark. i lost confidence that i will do well. i'm not sure if i will make it this time. wasted buckets of "salt water". but however, i have a bunch of friends and my supportive family whom have encouraged me during this period of time. they have made me who i am today. { without them, i would have committed suicide.<-- no joke, i'm really serious about it.} THANK YOU!! { i sound like a SS!!} names will not be mention for those whom i have approached. you should know who you are. thank you those who have lent me their ears when i appraoched you. THANK you. and those smses from you guys. thanks for all the advices. 谢谢大家！！ PS/ for those who turned down when i approached you, you should deserve to die. and for those who think that i'm just making a fuss and attracting attention, you should die too. lastly, those who think it was a joke. DIE! picture of the day will be posted in the next entry!
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