Monday, March 26, 2007
im so lost and confused now. everything is in a mess. im not ready for school, but i want school to start as soon as possible because i want to forget everything. forget everything that has happened during this period of time. its making me feel miserable. feel uneasy and awkward. work has blinded me. dont worry, i'll always be there for you. 我一直都在!遙望著你背影 有孤單太蒼白
我多麼想陪著你 走過人山人海
當天空變灰白 你的憂傷澎湃
我多麼想走進你 緊鎖的心海
我一直都在 你身後等待
等你有一天 回過頭看我
我的笑送給你希望你快樂
你的難過都給我
關於你的一切我都好好收藏著
我一直都在 你身後等待
等你有一天 能感覺到我
就算我在你世界渺小像一顆塵埃
我也會給你我所有的光和熱
我鼓起勇氣吶喊 你要聽得見
我不許你再孤單 要你擁抱我給的溫暖
so touching right? im so 伟大 lors. 因为我要当他一辈子的好朋友。我会一直在他身后, 等他在某年某月的某一天发现我的存在。heheh. im going back on speech day to receive my award. HAHAHAs. but its so troublesome lah, the dresscode. must wear long sleeve? lame sia. so hot!~ning has become a panda~ o.o
I LOVE YOU 1:21 AM
Sunday, March 18, 2007
everyone reading this, pls forget about the previous entry. LOL.
i was too impulsive. i reacted without consideration.
till this morning, then i realised i have mistaken my feelings. i truly regretted. but luckily, he still treat me as his FRIEND. and he understands how i feel. i feel so happy now. im gonna treat it as if nothing has happened. =) i hope i can. the moment i thought of it, i feel like laughing at myself. im a dumb dumb. what has done cant be undone. so i'll get over it soon. whahaha.
i really dont like him can. =)
我要他当我一辈子的好朋友。
thank you everyone who was there. love you guys too! k lah, im dumb!
i suddenly miss them;
my name is the most obvious!
I LOVE YOU 10:04 AM
Friday, March 16, 2007
i have no feelings right now.
i want to email you my long story. but i dont dare to. and i dont know how to/ what to say. so im going to say it here. as you wont/ will be able to read it?
to mmr;
我很难过。 但我还是真心的祝福你们。我只能选择默默的离去。默默的在背后做你们的天使。
我忘词了!
嗯嗯 搭啦 我又 忘了
我應該應該應該應該唱什麼 我應該應該應該應該怎麼做
嗯嗯 搭拉 想起 來了
我好像好像好像好像應該說 我好想好想好想好想對你說
在你的面前我就變得很笨拙 就像是一個不斷忘詞的歌手
我練習過 彩排過 這個時候 卻又說不出口
你 你的溫柔感動了我 我 忍耐太久內傷太重
在 這一秒我一定要說 就算失敗 也不沉默
你 你的溫柔感動了我 我 忍耐太久內傷太重
在 豁出去的那一秒鐘 卻又忘詞 我噢噢噢
在这一秒我已经说了。我失败了。我选择了当你一辈子的好朋友, 你觉得可能吗?
我需要时间,习惯没有你在我身边的感觉。我又要重头开始。
after reading this, pls listen to luo zhi xiang's hao peng you. its super touching/ sad.
i've still got alot to say. wait till i really figure out, then i will post it bit by bit here. i promise i will if i can. i really want to cry it out. but i dont have the "feel" and strength to do it.
I LOVE YOU 1:21 PM
Monday, March 05, 2007
thank you everyone who accompanied me on my birthday! i really really love you guys. not now only but forever. and thanks those who wished me happy birthday. thank you guys. i really really love all of you. i sweared i will not forget my 17th birthday. it was the most romantic birthday ever~!!
i finally found another soul mate. someone who can help me find the reason to cry. i have been holding back my tears for a very long time, every since my birthday. and i dont know why i have the "feel" to cry, until only yesterday. i finally cried it out. but still not 痛快 enough. one day, i will cry it all out at once. the day will soon come when everything changes. when everyone leaves. when everyone goes into separate ways.
meaningful songs, with meaningful lyrcis;
罗志祥's 好朋友
像兩首節拍不同的歌
卻又同時被愛情合奏
旋律勉強著
愉快不能夠假裝快樂
你心中有寬闊的天空
但空氣好稀薄
曾經以為等待會改變什麼
你總會屬於我
但是最後時間證明了
你只喜歡我
你說我比較像你的好朋友
只是不小心擁抱著
你道歉 你難過
於是我給你笑容
誰在乎我的心
還會不會寂寞
如果愛情是五線譜
我曾希望用全音符
吟唱出 愛上你
那完整的幸福
他你的心沒有耳朵
即使我為你唱著歌
你也只看見我哭了
你說我比較像你的好朋友
只是不小心擁抱著
你道歉 你難過
於是我給你笑容
誰在乎我的心
還會不會寂寞
曾經以為等待會改變什麼
你總會屬於我
但是最後時間證明了
你只喜歡我
你說我比較像你的好朋友
只是不小心擁抱著
你道歉 你難過
於是我給你笑容
誰在乎我的心
還會不會寂寞
你說過我是你最好的朋友
卻不應該再擁抱著
你退縮你冷漠 於是我放開雙手
不在乎我的心 會永遠的寂寞
SHE's 不作你的朋友
慢慢失憶 所有和你的事情必須忘記
愛的盆地 深怕再一滴眼淚就會決堤
我也不想被你肯定 在這個時候 說我讓你感動過
別握住我的手 說我一定會懂 作不成的愛人變成最好朋友
別牽著我的手 想著別人臉孔 換個方式牽手並不會更好過
可不可以不作你的朋友
慢慢心痛 沒有人發現我和從前不同
你的眼中 看得見另一個人給的感動
我也不要你心疼我 在這個時候 對我比從前溫柔
別握住我的手 說我一定會懂 作不成的愛人變成最好朋友
別牽著我的手 想著別人臉孔 換個方式牽手並不會更好過
可不可以不作你的朋友
應該放晴的天氣 還下雨 別這樣下去
我難過 但是說不出口
(RAP:建忠) 一直逃避 我以為閉上眼睛就能忘記 我的記憶 開始在雨天的七月二十三慢慢經過 我們一起繞過的十字街口 怎麼走都走不到盡頭
別握住我的手 說我一定會懂 作不成的愛人變成最好朋友
別牽著我的手 想著別人臉孔 換個方式牽手並不會更好過
可不可以別回頭 可不可以就放手 可不可以不作你的朋友
你宁愿做她一辈子的好朋友…还是勇敢的做一次她的男朋友?if i were him, i will be her friend forever. but 可不可以不作你的朋友? what am i talking abt? i want to friends forever, because it will be forever. 但我可不可以不做你的朋友呢? hais. contradicting! think about it. =)if you understand what i'm trying to say, then its great. but if you dont, forget it. chat with me in msn/ sms. =))my birthday wish;找到我的专属天使!
I LOVE YOU 3:13 AM