Saturday, April 14, 2007
the holes on my face are 'filling' up. oh, im so glad about it. but i think most probably will leave marks on my face. bloody hell, i never touch or scratch but the skin just fell off leaving a hole. i just hope it really fills up COMPLETELY and leaves no scars!! its so scary!
seriously speaking, i miss my working place and colleagues. i wish i could go back. but i really really dont have the time. i miss being runner!! if i have the time i sure will work. LOLs. so dont say im heartless!
went shopping yesterday. i couldnt find the things that i want to buy. i mean nice designs and something that suits me. so difficult to buy. like what my sis say, if you go on serious shopping, to find the things that you need desperately, you usually cant get it. you only can get it when you go window shopping sometimes. im digging out time to go out again. TIME and TIME again!
im so looking forward to tml. im cooking!! i havent been cooking for a long time. and im cooking tml. wahahas!! im making barbequed pork and pumpkin soup. yummy!
its late already. i think i need to sleep. my body clock is messed already. i wonder how i will survive when school starts.
good luck!
I LOVE YOU 2:23 AM
Sunday, April 08, 2007
my chicken pox are healing fast. i hope it is. i hope by this coming weekend, i will be able to go out. i just realised i really dont have much time left!! i need TIME! and i guess i wont be working until further notice. which is, i dont know when either. another thing that is bothering me is that i have nothing to do at home. and i cant eat much. as in variety. most of the items are "BANNED!" hais. cant eat this and that. so troublesome. but my mom's side is worst. she needs to plan what to cook for me. LOLs. omg. speaking of speech day. almost everyone in 4EC turned up. im so upset!! i want to go and claim my prize.. =( and of course meet up with my 4EC babies. ohhh, i miss them sooooo much. can somebody organise a meet up?? i want to go out. i've been locked up for one week. hais. damn saddddd!! by the way, i need to get presents for my three darlings. but i've got no idea what to buy for them. =( see see, i got so many things in hand. i still need to get stuffs for school. and i need to prepare for my orientation/ camp. oh god, pls let me recover as soon/ fast as possible. i hope is possible. =x我放手 我讓座 假灑脫誰懂我多麼不捨得太愛了 所以我 沒有哭 沒有說finally i found a song which can say out what i want to say. its exactly what i wanna say. ... ... ...we've drifted apart. =)
I LOVE YOU 1:19 AM
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
how unlucky am i to get chicken pox at this time? i will be missing edlyn's birthday celebration. and most importantly my speech day! how sad. maybe i'm fated not to go for speech day. =) but then again, when i recover, school will be reopening. so im still LUCKY in some sense. ^.^v
im trying very hard to keep myself occupied. reading books. {im super lucky to have gone to the library. } and sms-ing. thanks to those who were shocked but told me to rest well. hahas. im fine. just that im bored. today is the first day only. i really hope to get well soon. im so not ready for sch. i haven got my sch bag etc. so many things undone. i really want to recover! may god bless me. -----------------------------------im telling myself not to bother too much. its tiring. and it pains me. but i believe time will heal everything. =) im thinking so positively. =) im glad. the sky will soon clear one day. i need to rest now. watch drama!! WAHAHAHA! i dont sound like im sick. =)happy birthday, EDLYN!
I LOVE YOU 1:04 AM