Saturday, July 21, 2007
laugh out loud. i just realise im shy. whatever. people like Shu Wan always say i will do very well for CSAS. becuase my english is good, can speak loud and dare to speak. and also, i talk alot. i think its not true. i just think im shy and i dont dare to SPEAK FORMALLY in front of the class.for my upcoming research presentation, i dont know how am i going to deliever the speech to my class. my research is on TRANS FAT. after doing the research, and reading all about trans fat, i realised i have alot to say. everything is so scientific. im afriad i wont be able to do it well. and i have no time to actually work on the powerpoint. and i have to write the speech and memeorise it. oh god. AND, i dont have the time to shop for formal wear. worst is, i still have quizzes in between. which means, i cant shop during weekdays after school. lastly, im working next weekend. oh god, where can i squeeze out time to finish all these?
pls let me have sufficient time. PLEASE!
im not a good student. im lacking in motivation. its SO TRUE!
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I LOVE YOU 11:49 AM
Friday, July 20, 2007
i just realised i haven't been blogging for 3 weeks. this time im blogging because i have the reasons to. DUH! and its super meaningful. because of the DATE. 20 07 2007.many events happened. be it in school or work. too many things occured that i just dont feel like blogging. and also, IM LAZY! will share the pictures when im REALLY FREE. =)
alright, we went back for Broadrick's Official School Opening. 20072007. really meaningful. abt 22 babies went back. SO COOL right. haha. the concert suck, and its really meaningless. but i got to chat alot with AVERIL and YONG MENG. AVERIL was actually invited by Mr Ong to go back. and she sang 2 songs. ni guang and wo yao kuai le. actually there's a third song, wo men de ai. but i think over run. sooo.. she's really friendly and nice. and Yong Meng, he forgot me le. =( how sad. i told him i went to his first event at marina sqaure, which was super long ago. i cant remember when. and i told him i screamed like crazy! and AVERIL added that i was sad and i cried because he never hear me. and he actually believed. and he APOLOGIZED! funny eh. anyway, the sound system sucked, and her performance was ruined. DUMB SOUND SYSTEM. lousy. her rehearsal on tuesday was better!
after everything, we went parkway for dinner. we had fish and co. YUMMY! cheese-y. YAY!
thats AVERIL, ME and YONG MENG!
little mermaid and ME! pretty huh.
Mrs Chen and US! "self service mode" - ON!
upload next time. im tired! FINALLY IT'S FRIDAY!
im dumb dumb lah. my powerpoint slide writing test, i dint know there was another page at the back, and i dint do. =( 4.5 marks out of 30 gone. slap myself 300 times. T.T
I LOVE YOU 10:13 AM
Sunday, July 01, 2007
im confused, vexed, angry, stress, tired, lost, sad and depressed. i think the list goes on.firstly, im still upset over ishi's death. i want to cry out loud, but i couldnt. how sad. someone, pls say something to me, to force out the tears. ;(
about my work and studies. i just cant find the balance. everything has changed after today's outlet meeting. and it has became so ridiculous. my life is being controlled. can i escape? can i cope? i just need understanding. i need advice. i need support. pls give me some. =X
i need time to sit down and reflect. i need my own space. i need rest, both mentally and physically.
happy birthday to KAIEN! you will always be loved by me. =)
farewell to FIONA! see you in school.
i feel the drift again. =( its like not improving much. i feel like im being make use of. SAD!
the one we once loved;
i went through their performances. and there's this video asking them if they want to invade taiwan and what are their future plans. SOUL will not be SOUL without ISHI. but i still hope the JUSTIS, ANDY, AWI and ALFRED will continue to pursue their dreams on behalf of ISHI. =) miss them loads.
I LOVE YOU 3:53 AM